poem for me

I have been hard on my soul this week. A breakthrough happens and I enjoy it not for long though, I want to be happy even if i'm not totally sure what that is. It feels like a bad song title only it's not I want to know what love is kinda put happiness in there and that's my goal. Part of me is in new york the part with youth and fun. The part that's serious is in school learning all I can. A promise i have is one day the two aides will mesh.