words

triumph
joy
laugh
love
puppy
some of these words create clear images and the rest make me feel lighter

poem for me

I have been hard on my soul this week. A breakthrough happens and I enjoy it not for long though, I want to be happy even if i'm not totally sure what that is. It feels like a bad song title only it's not I want to know what love is kinda put happiness in there and that's my goal. Part of me is in new york the part with youth and fun. The part that's serious is in school learning all I can. A promise i have is one day the two aides will mesh.

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Since I wrote my Confession it has been a complete release for me. I had no idea how much pain I was holding on to. I forgave myself for not saying goodbye in the traditional way. I realize he is always a part of me. I must allow myself to live a life.

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I really enjoyed reading about the cofession poems. My favorite poet is Sylvia plath because she was honest about her feelings even if it makes her poetry seem dark. It felt like a major relief after I wrote mine So thanks for the chance.

#2 Elegy

Last night I was thinking of a friend who died last year. I thought I would attempt an Elegy. We are friends though I can not see you. I miss talking to you and sharing our lives' dreams. You felt your life would be short. I understand that thought now. I think I can learn a lesson from your example. live life to the fullest you see me now and want to whisper those words. God that sounds so cheesy Ok i tried.

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Today was cool hearing Kristen change the ones you love that has to be my favorite. I like the conversation style. It reminds me of my friends too. The most odd was the night I tied up my lover it talked about fashion it was funny